I just did this a while ago, so yeah this is what I feel rn.
I always wanted to end this life
just to remove all the pain that I have
Sometimes, I just want to cry it all out
but I can't, 'cause they might see it
Can I tell them that I was hurting?
Or if I did, will they.. understand?
Guess they'll just mock me again
Please tell me words to stay alive
Countless of tears I've wept
and words that I accepted.
That kills me a thousand times.
Can still someone save me?
Even if I couldn't save myself,
Is still someone out there
who'll make me feel alive?