I'm an 18 yo girl who is scared for no reason.I talk positive to others, but deep down I am scared, lonely girl.I have so much to share. I ask my sister, my parents to listen to me, comfort me. They remain busy in their mobiles and won't talk to me.If I say I feel scared for exams, for going to another city alone. They simply say that I am old enough and that I have to study so I have to go.I know I have no option other than going, but still they can make me comfortable by saying comforting words, or at least don't make me feel that my feelings are unworthy, at least they can make me feel loved.They are the only ones whom I talk other than my one school friend( whom I talk to occasionally)My sister she says that I am a little crybaby. So what if I am . Can't you say that everything's gonna be okay. Can't you calm me down. Can't you acknowledge me.I have a goal for my future. I want to work for emotionally hurt people. I know I have the ability to motivate others. In my school, whenever my friends felt low or they get less marks or bullied by teachers , insulted by them, I encouraged them. They say I am their personal motivational speaker . But now here I am , a motivational speaker for others , an encourager to others, but I can't do anything for myself.I don't hold grudges but I don't like when my own family and my sister whom I tell every little thing about me don't acknowledge my feelings.I have an exam day after tomorrow. I studied for it in college lectures, i practiced a little numericals , it's an online exam, and I am not feeling like studying.But I want to do everything that I have planned. But I can't lift my own spirits.I don't know what I am writing but if anyone read it please acknowledge your younger siblings or anyone's feelings. You don't know what you mean to those people, what your kind words or a listening ear can do for those.Young kids can also have emotional breakdown, or the people like me who are not so young but I know I am childish but I am still growing up, I can't make myself adult in a day and why can't adults feel like me. It's my humble request please listen to others, their feelings matter, if not for you but for them they're genuine. Thank you for reading.I feel great writing out my heart.