So, this probably will sound pathetic but I am literally having a mental break-down because of school. I also just so happen to 70% have Covid-19. I don't care too much about it since all I lost is my smell. But I have 7 things to do and I don't understand any of them. I have to do them right now and I don't know how to. I am too scared to ask anyone about it because they will yell at me. I have been crying for 30 minutes now and I have no clue what to do. I would rather be someone smarter right about now. I also happened to put a simulator of a therapist talking about a story where someone committed suicide and never got saved. I like those types of stories, and I browse self harm just so I can see it. I feel like self harming now, but I can't because my dad is home.