i know im not the only one when i say that im so lost. everyday at school feels the same. im slowly slipping into this void. last year i was such a good student, and now...my grades.. they are dropping, but im not even trying anymore. What's the point? i feel nothing anymore. iknow that i have to keep going. i want a future. i know i do. but time feels like just a word now. whats the real meaning? and its not like half the stuff im spending what little time i have left as a kid learning is going to be useful in 20 years. sure, maybe 2 or 3 classes will help, but not ALL OF THIS. im so sick and tired of this.