Well im back. School has been an absolute jerk. Everything jist dosnt make sense. I dont want to dissapoint my parents. They would hate me. All my cousins on my moms side are very succsesful. Theyre dosctors, muscisions, and just very smart and talented. While i camt even do a simple fucking math problem. Do you think god hates lgbtq people? Do you think there is no hope for them? I donk know. Its hurts somtimes you know. Being told that if your lgbtq youll go to hell. Youll suffer. I hope its not true though.