Hey there all. I have a confession, I feel like there's a hole in me as a person, like I lost a part of me and I can't find and it's making me feel like it's not in the city that I live in.. It feels like it's out there and I have to find it by traveling by land alone... I have been doing well alone anyway hell I'm even more resourceful and productive doing something alone... But I don't know how to tell my friends and family. They did help me with my own mental health problems like sadness and anxiety but it feels like these feelings of anxiety and deep sadness are just a symptoms of this missing feeling I have. Like a part of me is just gone and I need to find it even if it means I have to leave the city I am at and will just go back there when I found it because I feel like the thing or emptiness I'm searching to fill is not in my city and it's not in my friends and family.. It's out there... I just need to find it.