Hi, i am here again. During quarantine I am the one left at our house because I am the only one left that isn't working yet. I study online and I've been the one cleaning and doing chores alone in the house together with online classes in university. I also draw and when I finish a drawing I send it to my friends in our group chat but lately I've been feeling that I am not being appreciated by people around me. That thought is fucking me up right now and I don't know why. I've been thinking am I too selfish? Do they don't need me at all. If I vanish will no one look for me. It's too fucked up. I don't know what is happening.