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My life is just bleh like just a few days ago I started feeling amazing and confident and the ability to give myself credit for everything and to not care about bitches who exist in my life who prolly think I'm weird or smt but like today I'm back to square one. Back to being insecure and moody and overthinking shit. This girl at a small hangout I attended literally said " I used to just talk to you cuz you got good grades back in 5th grade lol I thought you were a nerd but I was sooo wrong" and then proceeded to say how much I've changed since then and that made me feel so worthless like what was I just worthless back then or smt my mind is just blank rn and I've been thinking if people actually just backbite about me or smt. ONE FUCKING STATEMENT is gonna ruin my whole week. And just yesterday I was thinking about how many friends I've made this year and how much more outgoing I've becoming and I felt different but in a good way weird and groovy and all that shit and people loving me for being different but now it all seems fake. My best friends tried to cheer me up saying that I was always amazing and they are shitty but I just UGH