Bullshit. Life's like, pushing me down whenever i try to get up. Worst of all, my parents are the number one pushover for me. Literally just a few moments before i decided to write this, i've thought and thought and finally gave myself the motivation i need to study. I was feeling all worked up. And then here comes my parents. Literally all I did was wash the dinner dishes a little late, and HOLY FUCKING SHIT THEY're WORSE THAN THE BULLIES AT SCHOOL. THE TREATMENT THEY GIVE PISSES THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF ME. Im there washing the dishes and my mom just vents out her frustration on me (all the time) and my dad comes and joins in, and he's the type to over-OVERexagerate EVERYTHING. All I did was wash the dishes a LITTLE LATE and he goes "Ohhh its that shitty phone AND internet again, we might as well cut our internet" like literally, internet is my life AND my emotional support. All my parents do for me is give me money, house, clothes and water. The internet doesn't give me those but it gives me motivation, help, entertainment. If im at home, and i don't understand the textbook, youtube helps ALOT. If im depressed, i go here because the internet doesn't give unnecessary judgement and comparison e.g ("bAcK iN mY dAys we cRy ovEr bRokEn rIbcagEs, nOt frIendlY aRguMentS"), and its also a place where i get to relax. Taking internet out, i can't check more past exam question, i can't ask my teachers if im stuck on a question, i can't seek help from a friend. I have friend's too but they're not 24/7 with me so internet is impo too. I mean, can parents be anymore ignorant than this? Or is it just my parents? I cant spend ONE FUCKING DAY WITHOUT THEM RUINING MY PLANS FOR MY BETTER FUTURE WHICH THEY CLAIMED THAT THEY WANT FOR US, OVER A MILLION TIMES. I don't even know what to do amymore, sometimes i feel like the more I try, the more i waste time. Was there even anyone who got succesful with such parents? Im so glad this site existed. I feel a little better after typing this whole thing. Love you all, i'll still try things out.