I recently started thinking about my life and all that’s happened to me, jogged by watching Iyanla: fix my life. It’s triggered a lot of buried emotions and I think about who I can turn to and let these feelings out with. I’ve become a rock for so many and there’s no rock for me. People I felt I could talk to judge me subtly and because I’m so observant (a product of being so alone) I notice. I tried therapy and I didn’t like it, guess I haven’t found the right therapist to connect with. I’m just tired of burying this hurt and being lonely with all these feelings inside of me.