i wouldn't mind dying. I'm not unalive myself or anything, I just wouldn't be upset if I died. simple as that. like if a truck loses control and crashes into my car and I die, it wouldn't bother me. maybe it'll be peaceful on the other side, filled with butterflies and happy things like that. I'm not excited to die if that's what it sounds like, but I'm not scared of it. sometimes I fantasize over dying and it seems nice.