i’ve have 4 relationships in my life. 3 of them i actually liked. i miss most of them. and i cant stop thinking about this one girl. she makes me day so much better. and i love her. she’s pan so i have a shot but idk. i feel like i ruin everything i get close to. and i don’t wanna ruin her. she has already had her heart broken. i wanna ask her out. i just need the courage.