Im happier when im sleeping...dreaming. My dreams make me happier then my life. And when I'm upset i go to sleep n when i wake up i tend to feel a little better. My dream aren't always good but lately they've been getting better. I think my minds trying to make me feel better. Not exactly sure what they mean but i don't really try to over think them.I'll take anything that takes my mind off her and the fact she doesn't want to be with me. Something i have trouble accepting. Hopefully this year i can find some type of way to move on. Being alone all the time n not feeling like anyone cares about me is my motivation i guess. Needing someone and no one being there for me has been a nightmare. But at least i know now. Soo back to sleep , where im happier and dont have to pretend. When i wake up itll be a new year.