So this post isn’t going to be particularly juicy or anything, but is just something that I wanted to tell someone since I don’t feel comfortable telling anybody that I know personally. I’ve always wanted to experiment sexually and I have recurring sexual fantasies of myself with multiple people, except I am in a happy, long-term relationship with someone that I love very dearly. We’ve talked before (never specifically about my fantasies, though) and boundaries have been established, unfortunately, though it doesn’t look like I’ll ever be able to experiment like I want or to experience any of my fantasies involving other people since my partner is not comfortable with that. I feel terrible about it, but this does leave me slightly regretful that I am in a relationship. I regret that my current partner is the only person that I’ve ever had any sort of experience with and I regret that (as long as I am in this relationship) I won’t be able to fulfill certain fantasies that I have or experience sleeping with different types of people. I do feel guilty about this. It’s sort of turned me off of sex since doing it just reminds me of my regrets, but I would feel bad bringing this up to my partner. He treats me very well and is very willing to try anything that does not include bringing another person into the bedroom in any form (which is something that a lot of, if not all of, my fantasies include), but I just cannot stop feeling slightly regretful that I am in a relationship and will never be able to experience the things that I want if this relationship lasts. Thank you for listening.