So um.... I've suffered and still suffering depression, it's just I'm not "clinically diagnosed" but it's there. And well, my trigger for when I wanna commit suicide is my family.
I just... Wanted to let it out somewhere and thought it might be a good idea to let it out here, since I (obviously) can't tell my family or the folks around where I live (they don't belive in mental illnesses and would say it's a hoa, in my head or something I've made up). So yeahhhh.