It’s true what they say; you can find the right person at the wrong time. i’m 22 years old and I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years. I love him. He makes me laugh, he’s mature, he’s honest, loyal, smart..He’s perfect, honestly.Over the past couple of weeks I’ve had a realization. He truly is marriage material. In the end, I’d want to be with him. However, because I’m thinking these things, I find myself terrified of being tied down. Because I know he’s the one, I also know that means that I can’t be with anyone else again. It means I can’t kiss another guy for the rest of my life and because I can’t do that, it makes me want to do it more. I don’t even want sex. I literally love making out lol. I just want to kiss other guys sometimes. so I’m sitting here, seriously hating myself because I don’t think I’m ready. I know people date to marry, but honestly? I think deep down, I didn’t believe we’d stay together. He’s so in love with me, too. I’m so awful. I want him, but I also don’t think I’m ready for this. in the end, I’d want him by my side. but I’m so young... what if I regret staying with him? What if we stay together forever from this point on and I regret it? what if I leave him, and regret that? Ugh. This thought has been weighing on me, stressing me out, and giving me such bad anxiety that I’m breaking out lolI’m 22 years old and I have the perfect partner... I just don’t think I’m ready for him. Advice?ps- if I left, he’d never take me back. And I probably wouldn’t deserve it anyway.