2 months ago
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So very tired.

I don’t even know where to start. There’s so many feelings,so many reasons. All my mom cares about is my grades she doesn’t even care if I’m secretly dying inside. Grades and homework is all that matters. I’m just tired. When I was in 6th grade I had this friend. We were best friends for 3 years, then it was like I was invisible to her. She didn’t care about me anymore, then she became very toxic. At that time I started cutting because I wanted to feel something other than being underwhelmed. Then I slowly started getting better, I stopped cutting. I was glad I stopped...But that was then and this is now. I’m tired, I’m so very tired. My grades have been dropping. I’ve been getting yelled at more. And I’ve cried. Sometimes we have to lie about things. Everybody lies right? I’ve lied about my homework being done just so that wouldn’t be yelled at. Honestly these days I don’t think I’m living, it’s more like I’m surviving. Im tired, I sometimes feel like giving up. But there’s still a couple things I want to do before I die. I’m just so done. It’s kind of like I’m slowly..............F