So what that I'm way below average in terms of appearance, intelligence, skills, communication, money etc etc. That's okay. Even after lifetime of efforts I'll be below average. I'll miss out on loving relationships and comforts of life and a lot of experiences that life has to offer. So what? There was never a guarantee of it anyways. Billions of people have died without those things.I'm going to gladly enjoy fresh meals thrice a day, a safe home and clean air available to me.