Since the quarantine started it's becoming a problem. My addiction to scrolling and posting is getting out of hand. Since I'm staying in the house more (at my parents house no less, im a grown ass woman, and my grown ass brother is staying here too, we'Ve devolved into a childlike pseudo-teenage-hood again.
I manage all my other drug addictions and food addictions fine, nothing extreme, keepin it all in check. but facebook is another story.
And I thought i had corona last week. got a false positive on the rapid test, then had to wait a full week ISOLATING IN MY ROOM till i got the negative from the nose swab test. In that time i probably spent 8 hours on facebook, 12 hours sleeping, and the rst of the time probably bathroom breaks and staring at the wall.
The thing is EVERYBODY can see how much i post and that i am a fucked up loooooooooser with no goddamn life but there is NO FUCKING THING TO DOOOOOOOO.
And I have lost interest in anything else that is productive or worth anythings, just videos games and social media.
Please, if you know how to do witch craft, put a hex on me that will make me go blind or something so i stop with this shit.