My social skills are garbage honestly. I’m scared of talking to people, I think about what I should text for too long, once I had my sister text from my phone pretending to be me because I suck. It was great, I don’t understand meme culture or trends despite me being a teen. I spent almost a whole day trying to figure out what to say in an email to my teacher for something so simple. After being rejected by basically everyone around me my whole life and just sucking it up I can’t talk to anyone that isn’t immediate family without having a mental breakdown. Whenever I do anything in front of a crowd I literally shake and I can’t make any eye contact, and I can’t think. What can I do, I’m scared.