Someone please just help

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I have felt as if life is just pain and sorrow. I used to be happy, but I have pushed people away, people I once cared about. I have dated no one and I'm afraid to. I feel like my friends hate me, but I'm not sure. I feel trapped and I just want to be free I want to feel something. I want to just run in a field or just dance in an empty street where no one can tell me otherwise. I want to feel safe, like I'm the only person in the world, as if I'm the only one that matters. I can't do this anymore and I'm not sure what to do at this point. Please, someone help me and give me advice. I feel as if there is no light at the end of the tunnel, there is just the tunnel. I can't describe how I feel. I stay up at night dreaming of a better place, somewhere far away from here. There has to be more to life than this we were not made on this earth to kill and hurt each other we need a better purpose and I will do what I can to find out what my purpose is. I just want to feel something, anything.