Is it just me that gets so upset because they can't go home. Home ,a place where you can be happy ,safe ,free and okay. A place you can be yourself, a place where you don't hurt yourself. I want to go to a place I don't have to worry no more but sadly it's not my time yet. But what if I end it all for me to go there. What happens then? I'm struggling with myself,life, depression , suicide and more. Yet life seems to throw more bad things on me. My own family makes fun of serious topics such as suicide and I just have to let it go . I hate myself and my life . I wish it could end ,all the pain. I wish I could go to sleep and stay there for awhile. I'm tired of all this pain. It hurts and nobody seems to see. I always help others when they need help, but when I need some help...it's a game. Life is like a game and I am definitely losing it . I'm 3½ weeks clean but everyday I feel like cutting. It hurts so much and I'm tired. I want to go home. I want to be able to be safe and happy. I'm trying to fight but I give up. The world would be better off without me in it..

Is it just me that gets so upset because they can't go home. Home ,a place where you can be happy ,safe ,free and okay. A place you can be yourself, a place where you don't hurt yourself. I want to go to a place I don't have to worry no more but sadly it's not my time yet. But what if I end it all for me to go there. What happens then? I'm struggling with myself,life, depression , suicide and more. Yet life seems to throw more bad things on me. My own family makes fun of serious topics such as suicide and I just have to let it go . I hate myself and my life . I wish it could end  ,all the pain. I wish I could go to sleep and stay there for awhile. I'm tired of all this pain. It hurts and nobody seems to see. I always help others when they need help, but when I need some help...it's a game. Life is like a game and I am definitely losing it . I'm 3½ weeks clean but everyday I feel like cutting. It hurts so much and I'm tired. I want to go home. I want to be able to be safe and happy. I'm trying to fight but I give up. The world would be better off without me in it..

You are an amazing person. I need you to understand that you are a gift to this world even though you may not feel that way right now. I feel your pain as there is not one day that goes by and I don't wonder what next horrible thing is going to add on to my pile of burdens. I need you to understand that no matter how alone you feel right now there are so many of us going thru similiar burdens so you will never be alone. I'm so proud of you for being brave and telling us your pain. I'm here for you and I know that one day our sun will shine again ❤️ I need you to believe, believe that one day this will be better, and mostly believe in yourself. There is a reason we had to go thru this, and just like every rainfall there is always a 🌈 somewhere.Everyday as I pass this stop sign by my house, I look up at the sky and repeat to myself that "I am happy" regardless if I feel it, or If I'm crying. I say it everytime and it's shifted something in me. Now, go find an item in ur house that brings you joy, makes u smile and makes you feel truly happy and keep it near you everytime u need to feel better. Look at it and say" I am happy" no matter what u feel. And for that moment live in that state and eventually your mind will move you to do things that make you happy. I believe in you and I know one day you will find your HOME 🏡 your oasis your happiness. ❤️☀️

You are an amazing person. I need you to understand that you are a gift to this world even though you may not feel that way right now. I feel your pain as there is not one day that goes by and I don't wonder what next horrible thing is going to add on to my pile of burdens. I need you to understand that no matter how alone you feel right now there are so many of us going thru similiar burdens so you will never be alone. I'm so proud of you for being brave and telling us your pain. I'm here for you and I know that one day our sun will shine again ❤️ I need you to believe, believe that one day this will be better, and mostly believe in yourself. There is a reason we had to go thru this, and just like every rainfall there is always a 🌈 somewhere.Everyday as I pass this stop sign by my house, I look up at the sky and repeat to myself that "I am happy" regardless if I feel it, or If I'm crying. I say it everytime and it's shifted something in me. Now, go find an item in ur house that brings you joy, makes u smile and makes you feel truly happy and keep it near you everytime u need to feel better. Look at it and say" I am happy" no matter what u feel. And for that moment live in that state and eventually your mind will move you to do things that make you happy. I believe in you and I know one day you will find your HOME 🏡 your oasis your happiness. ❤️☀️

Re: Someone Take Me home please

im feeling the same and i am writin this secretly on my laptop cuz my parents always search on my ipad no mnot a child i just have no phone i am 16,,, i just ate aloe at my room my parent and brother ate togheter at the kitchen and my dad now is Reading all my dms with friends on my social media and searching all my dms ... hopefully he don't touch my laptop

im feeling the same and i am writin this secretly on my laptop cuz my parents always search on my ipad no mnot a child i just have no  phone i am 16,,, i just ate aloe at my room my parent and brother ate togheter at the kitchen and my dad now is Reading all my dms with friends on my social media and searching all my dms ... hopefully he don't touch my laptop 

Don't think that. Gets some help. If your family makes fun of serious things like suicide try to talk to someone else. Not everyone makes fun of serious things. Most people don't. Just look in the world and find some help. The world does need you. The people the world doesn't need are people like serial killers, and you are not a serial killer. Just find someone to help you with this. If you try hard enough I know you'll be able to find someone to free you from your family and stress, someone who can care for you. It might be challenging at first but soon you will get there. Just don't give up, and don't hurt yourself please. No one would want you to hurt yourself, trust me. Please find someone to help you.

Don't think that. Gets some help. If your family makes fun of serious things like suicide try to talk to someone else. Not everyone makes fun of serious things. Most people don't. Just look in the world and find some help. The world does need you. The people the world doesn't need are people like serial killers, and you are not a serial killer. Just find someone to help you with this. If you try hard enough I know you'll be able to find someone to free you from your family and stress, someone who can care for you. It might be challenging at first but soon you will get there. Just don't give up, and don't hurt yourself please. No one would want you to hurt yourself, trust me. Please find someone to help you.