Im a young teen and life have been tough my perants fight alot and i don't know what to do i want to make my dad proud but it feels like I can't suicidal thoughts run through my mind every night everyday i have 1 amazing friend that understands and i can talk to him because of him i can say 1 more day 1 more day but im losing hope tonight my perants fuaght again and it got taken out on me idk what i did wrong i just need someone to talk to but i have someone. But it doesn't help anyone able to tell me how to feel better. Do i have depression or am i just sad or am i defrent and theirs something wrong with me but nobody is telling me i feel left out everytime im at school nobody actually likes me it feels like they just hang out with me cuase they have tothis is my last hopesomeone please help ﻿

Im a young teen and life have been tough my perants fight alot and i don't know what to do i want to make my dad proud but it feels like I can't   suicidal thoughts run through my mind every night everyday  i have 1 amazing friend that understands and i can talk to him because of him i can say 1 more day 1 more day but im losing hope tonight my perants fuaght again and it got taken out on me idk what i did wrong  i just need someone to talk to  but i have someone. But it doesn't help  anyone able to tell me how to feel better. Do i have depression  or am i just sad or am i defrent and theirs something wrong with me but nobody is telling me  i feel left out everytime im at school nobody actually likes me it feels like they just hang out with me cuase they have tothis is my last hopesomeone please help﻿

Thats not okay thats abuse...you should tell someone about it like the police or a therapist if you have one but please tell someone as someone who was exposed to abuse at a very young age it will get better I promise just tell someone and also ... please dont go its not worth it i promise i attempted but failed and its a relief your probably wondering how but the second I attempted im not going to tell you the details but i regretted it and it was a terrifying i was for sure i was going to die but i didn't it was the worst feeling i have felt physically and mentally it is not worth it trust me.. and be safe please.. 🖤

Thats not okay thats abuse...you should tell someone about it like the police or a therapist if you have one but please tell someone as someone who was exposed to abuse at a very young age it will get better I promise just tell someone and also ... please dont go its not worth it i promise i attempted but failed and its a relief your probably wondering how but the second I attempted im not going to tell you the details but i regretted it and it was  a terrifying i was for sure i was going to die but i didn't it was the worst feeling i have felt physically and mentally it is not worth it trust me.. and be safe please.. 🖤

Re: Someone talk to me and help please

<h1>You’re beautiful. You’re loved. You’re strong. You make the world shine. You’re wanted. You’re needed. It is not your fault. Humans don’t always know how to express their anger. People hurt the ones they love the most and sometimes it’s so hard to believe they love you. You’re not alone there will always be someone, somewhere who will reach out and offer you a hand when you feel like you’re drowning. Take the hand and survive. </h1><h1>I won’t tell you life gets better as time goes on. You just get better at not letting the pain get to you. You get better at choosing who you let into your life or deal with. You get better at protecting your heart. </h1><h1> </h1>

You’re beautiful. You’re loved. You’re strong. You make the world shine. You’re wanted. You’re needed. It is not your fault. Humans don’t always know how to express their anger. People hurt the ones they love the most and sometimes it’s so hard to believe they love you. You’re not alone there will always be someone, somewhere who will reach out and offer you a hand when you feel like you’re drowning. Take the hand and survive. I won’t tell you life gets better as time goes on. You just get better at not letting the pain get to you. You get better at choosing who you let into your life or deal with. You get better at protecting your heart. 

Sweetheart, it sounds like you're having a really hard time. I'm so sorry to hear that. The best thing you can do for yourself is find good resources. What are some places near you that might have counselors accepting patients? Or even just a group setting where you can open up and reach out to other people in person? Find supports. It is really amazing that you've recognized that you need a bit of help, so you've come here, and I hope that you can find some pride in that. Good job. If you're not comfortable going to a new place to talk about these things, find someone familiar like a school counselor or your family doctor who might be able to give you some better guidance. Have you tried sitting down with your parents calmly to talk about how their behavior has been affecting you? No parent wants their child to suffer, and if they're worth their salt, they will do whatever they can to make sure that you feel safe and happy at home with them.

Sweetheart, it sounds like you're having a really hard time. I'm so sorry to hear that. The best thing you can do for yourself is find good resources. What are some places near you that might have counselors accepting patients? Or even just a group setting where you can open up and reach out to other people in person? Find supports. It is really amazing that you've recognized that you need a bit of help, so you've come here, and I hope that you can find some pride in that. Good job. If you're not comfortable going to a new place to talk about these things, find someone familiar like a school counselor or your family doctor who might be able to give you some better guidance.Have you tried sitting down with your parents calmly to talk about how their behavior has been affecting you? No parent wants their child to suffer, and if they're worth their salt, they will do whatever they can to make sure that you feel safe and happy at home with them.

😌u all are amazing im crying of happiness because of u all i didn't do it and i take all of youre words with me for some reason im glad i put down that knife. I was cutting still when i was writing that, drinking a load, not smoking cuase of my friends but i wasn't in a good place but im happy i didn't do it you all are awesome

😌u all are amazing im crying of happiness   because of u all i didn't do it and i take all of youre words with me for some reason im glad i put down that knife.  I was cutting still when i was writing that, drinking a load, not smoking cuase of my friends but i wasn't in a good place but im happy i didn't do it you all are awesome