Life has always been tough. Fake friends, f**ked up relationships, college, etc.. but I'm at this point in my life where I just really don't feel sad nor happy I live life everyday feeling like something is missing. I rarely socialize with others and find myself distancing myself from others. I do listen to others when it comes to venting and I'm always there when people need me but no one is ever there for me. I started to realize that people disrespect me alot and they constantly want to tell me who I am and feel the need to bring shit up from the past all the time. Now I'm at this point where I'm peaceful since I don't have to talk to anyone but still feel like something is missing.