i will do literally anything for my parents just to be proud of me or just say thank you. im sick and tired crying myself to sleep its exhausting. i wonder if i actually kms will they care.i hate being the middle child they always try to point me out as a difficult child. just yesterday my dad made fun of me in front of my family for getting "seconds" even though i told him it was for my niece and he said yeah right and then my older sister was having her second muffin and i asked her if that was her second and he said something like why do you care you always have seconds or something like why you want to eat more, i wasnt even talking to him. and my parents always make fun of my weight and that my biggest insecurity is my weight and i hate it but i cant say anything back because theyll just say i talk back or that im disrespectful but im just standing up for myself.