Moving on....working through the mess. It’s important to have opened eyes...take responsibility for my own behavior and actions. Not because somebody told me I should or I have too. Because I want to and I need too. I am sorry for the hurt I caused others. I have done terrible things. Most likely the others I’ve hurt won’t forgive me. No matter, I regret my wrongs. I don’t blame anyone for my bad deeds. And my regret does not depend upon an apology being accepted. It’s non conditional. Can I be better? Is it possible to try harder?