so i have these nights where i feel like shit. i would lay in bed and wait. nights go by so fast. sometimes i would go close to ending it all but theres always a light somewhere. i have hope and you should to. i feel like i cant talk to my friends about these kinda things because theyre usually busy, dont care or i just dont tell them. everyone had their own problems so it feels like i cant vent to anyone. i overthink about alot of things. everyones insecure and its normal. i feel insecure abt alot of things about myself honestly. the expectations from this generation are very high and impossible and very high. but thats just the world. everyone has these kinds of nights where you just feel pathetic and unwanted. and its ok. im 13 btw.