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starving for affection

I am constantly not eating to make myself feel skinnier and yesterday it backfired. I went over to a friends house and drank and smoked and then binged some food and then took a two hour nap. I'm so self destructive at the moment I feel like nothing I do is right and I do anything and everything for some sort of affection. I can't even function enough to take out the trash or go grocery shopping. I had a migraine all night last night and couldn't sleep so I had to call out from work. All because I wouldn't eat, and I'm slowly destroying myself