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I am genuinely tired of smiling everyday.


Stop asking if I'm okay when you don't actually give a fuck.


You actually thought I would talk if you're being nice.


Being nice does not make you any more approachable.


It's just pissing me off.


:)


Now I feel bad.


I know you're really nice.


But I can't just simply talk about it just because you're nice.


I don't trust anyone.


I stopped trusting anyone since then.


So can you kindly leave this room


and stop invading my private space?


Seeing you smiling and saying everything will be fine when you don't know anything


Well, I didn't tell you anything so how are you supposed to know right


That's the point, I don't need you to know bout it nor I need you to comfort me


This is my battle with myself


I'll do it by myself


I might seem to be depending on myself too much


But I'm fine .


If you would just leave me alone


watch me grow stronger day by day silently


without the need to ask how I'm doing


that would be a great help


It's already hard to fight myself


Now I have to face all these unnecessary stuff


It's a huge burden


So stop


Leave me alone


There's a reason why I haven't asked someone for help


Everyone has their own problems


I don't want to burden them with mine


and


I believe I can do it myself


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