I am genuinely tired of smiling everyday.
Stop asking if I'm okay when you don't actually give a fuck.
You actually thought I would talk if you're being nice.
Being nice does not make you any more approachable.
It's just pissing me off.
Now I feel bad.
I know you're really nice.
But I can't just simply talk about it just because you're nice.
I don't trust anyone.
I stopped trusting anyone since then.
So can you kindly leave this room
and stop invading my private space?
Seeing you smiling and saying everything will be fine when you don't know anything
Well, I didn't tell you anything so how are you supposed to know right
That's the point, I don't need you to know bout it nor I need you to comfort me
This is my battle with myself
I'll do it by myself
I might seem to be depending on myself too much
But I'm fine .
If you would just leave me alone
watch me grow stronger day by day silently
without the need to ask how I'm doing
that would be a great help
It's already hard to fight myself
Now I have to face all these unnecessary stuff
It's a huge burden
Leave me alone
There's a reason why I haven't asked someone for help
Everyone has their own problems
I don't want to burden them with mine
I believe I can do it myself