Struggling with mental health

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My mental health

this year my mental health hasn’t been as bad as last year until my countries second lockdown I am a 15 year old with divorced parent and it has nearly been 6 months since I last saw my dad and my brother I live in a mentally straining and slightly abusive household but due to certain circumstances my father isn’t able to provide enough to let me stay with him as he lives in a 3 bedroom house with 4 other people (my relatives) and for a while my mental health started to get worse I can’t keep to a sleep schedule I’m not able to keep my room clean and organised I keep forgetting this as well today I just broke down I didn’t let anyone know because I get backlash from my mother and she just tells anyone about my life , she tried to force me to school even though once I get in there I’d just breakdown again I’m just sitting in my room crying usually I go on walks to help but with corona I have to be more careful because my mother is high risk I honestly don’t know what to do because I don’t want my mental state to get worse but I also have to keep going to school and staying with my mother it’s honestly so hard just to get up in the morning without both of the things bothering me . Thanks for reading if you made it this far I really just need to rant a bit xoxo anon