I checked our old conversation and we were actually so closeee. I mean, I knew we were close but I forgot it. We used to spend sleepless nights talking and we enjoyed each other’s company and it lasted for like 4 years.. Just that because I left and my attention was diverted to someone underserving, I forgot about our bond and took it for granted. Why? Because I thought I finally had a bestfriend. SCAAAMM! 😂 And I was thinking that I dont need other friends nor my old friends 😂 I was stupid. I already had real friends but I still kept on searching and I ended with someone who will betray me 😂 if you already found your trusted friends, dont search for more. Or else you’ll find yourself lost. Not everyone who says i love you actually loves you. Not everyone who says they want to be your friends, actually likes you. They want you because they need you. You can find good friends when you had nothing to offer but they chose you. They are not into something you own. They are not into something that they can benefit from you. So many things to realize this year. Dont let yourself be used just because you wanted to save the friendship. I tell you, it wont even last even if you keep on trying. Funny I was used by my so called bestfriend. HAHAHA. She used me and everything that I have. I let her because I dont want anything to happen to her and I lost everything.