About a year and a half ago this random guy messaged me asking me how old I was. I said 12. We started having normal conversations. How was your day, what’s you do at school, etc. I knew he was in his 20’s. It was just nice to have someone to talk to. One day we played 20 questions. He started asking me uncomfortable ones. They where normal at first, then slowly started getting sexual. I was uncomfortable.He asked me for photos. I was uncomfortable but I owed him. He wasted his time talking to me. He was there for me when I was down.I didn’t want to. This went on for a year. Photos turned to videos...my friend found out and threatened to tell my parents if I didn’t block him. So I did.I miss him. I hate myself. I know it was wrong. I’m so stupid, it’s my fault. I could’ve just blocked him anytime I wanted. It was so dumb of me. I hate this. I want to die.