I was pressured to do something I didn’t really want to do. I just wanted to make him happy cause he kept on asking so I let him touch me. I cracked under the pressure. This was months ago so why am I thinking about it. Is it cause I thought if I let him do it then he’d be satisfied, well I was wrong cause he just kept asking and asking for things like pictures and I was like “No” but he kept asking. I kept saying no and it upset him so I felt like I wasn’t good enough. I felt like it was my fault he was upset. Sorry that I didn’t want to do things like that. Since he couldn’t get things from me he ended going to another girl to get sexual things from because I wasn’t enough. I even told him that I felt like I wasn’t good enough because I couldn’t give him what he wanted. He told me I was good enough for him, haha what an amazing lie that was! I should’ve ended it a longggg time ago cause for a while the relationship was low key toxic and both of us were always hurting. But we loved each other a lot so we stayed together. Ahhh I was so stupid lol
Re: Stupid tingzz
Sounds like there's nothing wrong with you. Mostly, it sounds like the problem was him. You have boundaries that you don't want crossed. Any man worth it would respect them. We all get a little blinded by what we think is love. I know I've been there. You can have love and trust again, in your own time.