Suffocating from insecurity & fear

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My hand around my neck I can’t breath because I’m not perfect, I can’t breath because I’ve never been enough.... 

I want him to see me and all my beauty whether behind a wig, or underneath braides; I cant breath because I rely on him to breath air into my lungs! 

Why..... though.... why though..... 

why was it okay for her but not okay for me? Stop baby girl, you’re killing your self; I’m dying..... I can’t breath