I have been feeling empty most of the time and I don't know what I can do to change that . I thought that I had my life under control and everything was going well but seem not . After I lost my dad and brother I lived my life to try and fill up their place in my mom's life but seem am failing this task . On my social life the people I love drift away from me and it's really killing me. This forced me to be a loner and most of the time I am just in my quiet little world with no one . God on the other hand ain't answering my prayers .
My family and I continue to suffer in this abject poverty and state of survival .. the only thing I see is death ... So Goodbye world I think am not strong enough to survive all this .. it just suicidal for me