I’ve always thought that people who are suicidal are just overreacting. I never thought it could get this worst. I’m currently with my two sisters right now. I’m bombarded with my thoughts. This feeling is just so overwhelming. I want to either **** myself or **** o** from the s***** *****. Bazzi and camila said I should love my perfections in every angle but how can I? I’m in the verge of giving up. Right now, I’m just afraid of myself. I’m afraid of my thoughts.