I'm done feeling sad, alone and broken. I feel like no one understands me they just don't get that i'm depressed and have anxiety. Just now i had one of the worst panic/anxiety attacks iv'e ever had and i couldn't contact anyone because my dad took away my phone because i just wasn't hungry. I will never forgive him for making me go through that alone. My mum's mentally unwell so i can't go to her now as she's ill and it will only make it worse. My sister has gone to uni far away so she doesn't have to deal with this shit anymore. My dad is just way to pushy i don't care about anything because i wanna die i want the pain i feel everyday to be gone.