I'm sick of only being needed and never just wanted. There's no genuine concern for my well-being. People only want me when they need me for something in their lives. I get used. When I speak up about it then suddenly I'm a complainer and a victim. My feelings are never taken seriously, addressed it validated. I'm considered so extra when I say there's a problem or try to withhold my affection or attention in protest. These people are my family but I don't even know the meaning of the word.