Taking risks

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Abandoning victimhood complex

My gut says one thing, my head says another

If I listened to my gut maybe I could have avoided some pretty traumatizing things

I was given a second chance right? Even though I was sent back to the real world, the real world did not stay the same. It got worse. I need help but I guess not everyone gets help

Life will never be easy...even though it kind of was for a while. Why cant we go back to that?

My gut says two things actually and my mind says two or three conflicting things

So how the fuck am I supposed to make a decision?

Im not a child, Im grown. I have to make decisions...and live with them. Its a gamble and I dont like gambling. There are always more losers than winners. My softness is what saved me...it also gets me in trouble