im not gay; but I’m sorry for you. It’s dangerous to be gay in America. In Portland Oregon a gay woman was assaulted by thugs. A man tried to save her so they pulled him from his truck & beat him unconscious. It’s not even safe to help gays here.
In college I dropped off a female date. I stopped for gas. Two large men jumped a little gay man & started beating & kicking him. I risked my life & fought them. I won.
I could tell you other stories. But the Arab world is so much worse if you are female; another faith; & especially gay. It horrifies me for gays.
Please keep your sexuality secret & never act on your thoughts unless you can later immigrate to more tolerate country. America has advanced a lot in my 60 yard. I see a lot more tolerance. Same for WEuro & Canada. I know it’s hard to suppress urges your born with. I was born with two. I have a major sex drive. Like I can still have sex 5-8 times a day. But wife had stop have sex. So I’ll never have sex again.
I also have risk taker gene. I used do crazy stuff like jump motor cycles over cars. Ever notice most of crazed people doing stuff like climb Everest are white dudes? Risk taker gene. I still get the urges. Pulls on me. Climb that tree. Drive 140. Go parachuting. But I ignore the feelings.
Don’t be offended but I just prayed for you. God Bless