I want to be a good sister, but the more i want it, in the end i feel bad because of my temper, sometimes i cant control it. i had an argue with my brother who's suffer mental illness, after that i feel sorry, im not that bad! maybe i dont want to treat him like a disable person, i want to wake him up that he is not like that, to bring him to his oldself, i know its not right, but he doesnt want to help his own self, he didnt want to take medical action or taking meds. I am so sorry , i know its my fault even if im not doing wrong its my fault . i pray to God for his health and i hope i can control my anger. so help me God. Amen!