how tf does love work- like i think i was in love before but it faded after i made new friends and picked up a hobby to distract myself. idk maybe i just sorta forgot about the person cause i got distracted by all these things. i havent had a crush since that relationship ended, or at least none i can justify, its only been on people i know ill never be with- like new close friends, or fictional characters, or people with opposing sexualities who wouldn't date people of my gender, etc. i think i like two different girls rn, but i really think i just want attention and romance, not a partner. does this mean im aromantic? i already identify under the asexual spectrum but ive always thought myself to just be biromantic... idk i just want positive attention and people who love me, i think its just wanting to do all the romance things but with on specific person i cant seem to fall in love with anymore like i think ive done before? idk if any of this is coherent or makes any sense but its here now. i need help and idk if any of y'all know how to help but if you know plshelpafdsgfdhjjk.