I know you won't be able to read it here.
I intentionally search for this, a site where I can write everything I want.
I miss you.
Thank you for tolerating me from March up until today!
You are the one who made me try again after a long time.
You are the one who made me feel again.
Who made me love again.
It's you and I sincerely thank you.
I want to apologize for all the times that I made you feel less.
But believe me I love you more than you'll ever know.
Sorry If I ever hurt your feelings.
I dont want to lose you.
But you decided to give up on me.
You gave up on us.
It pains me a lot but I respect you and I don't hate you for that.
To my EJC, thank you for coming into my life.
You are one of the good things that happened to me this 2020 .
I'll forever treasure what we had.
You will always have a special place in my heart!
Please be safe and be happy.
I want you to be genuinely happy even if your happiness will no longer include me.
My heart hurts so good, I love you so bad.