Do you ever get to that stupid circle, when you screw something up, hate yourself for it and start sucking at everything, thus hating yourself even more?I used to do that a lot, but since about June I started doing a lot better, working a lot harder and tried to be more lenient when I did something wrong. But in November, I don't know why, I'm constantly in bad mood (I guess it's the dim, gray weather), and because of that it's harder to resist the quiet voice telling me I'm dumb, worthless and don't have what it takes to succeed in life. And it's quite stupid, because I'm doing well, even getting praise for some things. But even though I'm able to identify it, I can't stop feeling like this. I just feel immature, cause I'm still unable to control my emotions and snap out of this.