Hi, I am 19 years old and from what I can tell, I am pretty much depressed. I am in a long relationship with this girl who is beautiful and everything but I feel like I really don't know enough about her. I feel like every time she does something that affects us after the breakup, I feel like that is wrong. I am sad I feel that way but I can't help it and it is stressing me out. The main thing is I am scared that one day we are going to breakup and for whatever reason she would not be happy cause of the things she would be sharing and expressing with me. I love her and everything but she isn't normal or innocent from what I can tell from the sudden change in character in her behavior. This thing hunts me that if somehow we went apart, this all will be too much for both of us. Clearly I cannot say everything or every detail but, yes, she doesn't look innocent anymore and I'm scared for both her staying and her leaving.Also, because of other reasons, I have trust issues with a lot of overthinking which is very hard for this situation.Thankyou.