Today is my birthday which is truly the worst, I haven't moved from my bed and didn't talk to anyone. I am a highly sensitive person which is sth my family sees as being dramatic and their way to respond to that is ignoring me or giving me the look why are you being YOU??? A look that makes me feel that I am worthless and stupid. I truly Don understand why they Don't see me the same way people do, every single time I say sth they understand it in a wrong way which makes me silent. They will never understand the idea of verbal abuse that hurts more than anything. I hate being sensitive in a world that receives emotions as drama and I hate myself for being looked at as the daughter who will never be enough.