So I’m the first born of 5. It’s felt like all of my parents attention goes onto only my siblings. Like they don’t really care for me anymore. And yes I’m older and I tend to be the independent type but it would sometimes feel nice to know that my parents supported me. Sometimes I just spend hours at night crying in hopes that they will come up and give me a hug. Never happens. all I want is a hug. It’s probably really stupid haha but idk it just makes me feel “abandoned” I’m just kind of ignored all the time cuz they tend to prioritize needs of my other siblings than mine.