The First Lonely child

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well, I am the first child of my parents. Back when I was a kid i feel really special, but when my brother was born back in 2003. i feel like i was thrown away. many years passed, I can feel that my younger brother is my parent's favorite, I felt it because my brother always gets my parent's approval or praise. In short they always praise that shit. They are always proud of him, Tho i also achieve something, They always belittle that "something" that i worked hard to get that. They are always mad at me, even though I am trying my very best specially in school. between me and my brother,I am the stupid one. you know what i mean?. there was this time that I almost commit suicide in my room planning to drink detergent or ethyl alcohol lol. I just need someone to talk to that is always available,