i hate myself more than anyone could ever know. my life suck and honestly just wish it could end .i wanna go to sleep and not wake up anymore and have it not be my problem. am so tired of asking for help for people who tell me if you need help just come on over . i doesn't get better it just get quieter. am tired of being the person every ones comes to but never having any one to go to. wish i could just enjoy my life and attempt to be happy. I just want to be happy. college is a bummer folks and don't let anyone tell you other wise. the over bearing stress gives me migraines. i feel trapped sometime with no way out , like walking down a endless got dam until in pitch darkness. like its a sick joke.