Idk what happened but I got sucked in the hole again. Idk what’s wrong with me. I was doing fine but idk what happened It’s like someone or something is keeping me from being happy and every time I fall for their trap and end up in this deep dark never end hole that I’ll never be able to escape cuz every time it gets harder and harder and this time idk think I can escape it. It keeps getting stronger and I keep getting weaker. It’s like the only way I can stop it is killing myself. I just don’t wanna hurt anyone. Killing myself is what wanted before but now I think it’s the only thing that’s gonna save me.